Dead while still Alive
It seems I've had expieriences of the supernatural all my life, so I have many things that have happened to me, but I guess one stands out because I don't know what it would be classified as. I don't understand it and my research has gotten me no where. Maybe if I share it with you someone will have knowledge of this. I am by no means supersticious I have scoffed at many superstitions, but I am very well aware of the supernatural and occult existing. Well on Thanksgiving day of 2007 my mother had 3 strokes but was revived, it was a very hard recovery for her and a devestation to us, the decisions, the caring for her and the fear and sadness. Not to forget the many months we slept at the hospital to take care of her. I have 5 brothers and sisters and we became closer as we hadn't been in the past. My mother has always confided in me and started telling me of verbal abuse and threats my brother and his wife were inflicting upon my mother among many other things. I tried to bring my mom with me and talk to them about their treatment of her to no avail, on the contrary I was banned from my brothers home and seeing my mother. So, after all the attempts I would make to see my mother and check on her, I had to stop. I was very concerned for her well being, so I called the elder abuse agency to go check on her on 02/16/08. Boy what I have had to pay for having taken that action has been cruel to say the least . Every brother, sister, neice and newphew has turned against me.
LET ME GO BACK ,BEFORE all this took place, on 01/22/08. My son in law, my daughter and I were woken at 3:18 in the morning by this very definite squaking conversation taking place between two creatures, we sleep on the second floor of our home and one of them was right outside our windows and the other sounded like he was blocks away. One would squak something and the other would answer. At first I thought I was dreaming, but no, they definitely were communicating. I felt a horrible fear and was aware that it was very real. I prayed outloud and asked it to leave. By that time we were all in the hall. I felt the blackness in this evil things. We spoke about it and wondered what it was, I thought they were owls. I know that witches use them to do their evil deeds as their evil spirit guide will go into this owls, but I was not sure. It left us shook up but we all went to work the next day, at about 10 am my daughter calls me and tells me mom I found out what was outside our window and what it means. She said when they actually are heard by or seen by a person outside a person's home, it means that there will be death in life, while the person is still alive. I didn't understand it and had wondered about it. Until the incident that has taken place with my siblings and I, my mother has been on her death bed since the strokes took place and I am forbidden by my siblings to visit her or see her somewhere else. It's been five months and I don't know if my mother still lives ,or if she's passed. The weird thing is that I've gone through the shock, the mourning process, the greiving of loosing my mom and siblings while they are still alive. It's taken a toll on my nerves and on me I even had to stop working. The mourning process is indescribable, but I've made it, and I'm in the comforting stage right now, so if any of you have any input please comment on it...
LET ME GO BACK ,BEFORE all this took place, on 01/22/08. My son in law, my daughter and I were woken at 3:18 in the morning by this very definite squaking conversation taking place between two creatures, we sleep on the second floor of our home and one of them was right outside our windows and the other sounded like he was blocks away. One would squak something and the other would answer. At first I thought I was dreaming, but no, they definitely were communicating. I felt a horrible fear and was aware that it was very real. I prayed outloud and asked it to leave. By that time we were all in the hall. I felt the blackness in this evil things. We spoke about it and wondered what it was, I thought they were owls. I know that witches use them to do their evil deeds as their evil spirit guide will go into this owls, but I was not sure. It left us shook up but we all went to work the next day, at about 10 am my daughter calls me and tells me mom I found out what was outside our window and what it means. She said when they actually are heard by or seen by a person outside a person's home, it means that there will be death in life, while the person is still alive. I didn't understand it and had wondered about it. Until the incident that has taken place with my siblings and I, my mother has been on her death bed since the strokes took place and I am forbidden by my siblings to visit her or see her somewhere else. It's been five months and I don't know if my mother still lives ,or if she's passed. The weird thing is that I've gone through the shock, the mourning process, the greiving of loosing my mom and siblings while they are still alive. It's taken a toll on my nerves and on me I even had to stop working. The mourning process is indescribable, but I've made it, and I'm in the comforting stage right now, so if any of you have any input please comment on it...
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minette061554 Jul 27, 2008
You've bought into the propaganda that those who have never bothered to understand put out because what they don't know frightens them.
This isn't to say there is no evil, there is and some of those who practice it claim to be witches but they aren't real witches, they just call themselves that. They are the ones who practice the black magic.
As far as your mom goes, I would go to court and get visitation. I would also explain to the judge that the reason you called elder abuse was because of what your mom told you and that even an idiot knows that she isn't going to say anything about it and then be left at the mercy of people who have none.
If you can get to your mom you must convince her to tell the truth because that's the only way she's going to get out from under those people.
Your family are a bunch of losers, I understand but even though it hurts I wouldn't let it bother me outwardly, I'd go on with your life serene in the knowledge that you did what you had to do given what your mom told you.
Don't lower yourself to their level, don't try to retaliate, do try to get your mom somewhere else.
The only behavior you can control is your own. You can't control your brothers, sisters and their families. You are probably better off considering they are so willing to buy into the BS from the one brother.
Good luck, I wish the very best for you.