My Life Of Hell

It all started when I was in fourth grade. I woke up one morning and was getting ready for school. My step mom was getting me ready in a hurry because I was going to be late. I finished getting dressed, and my step mom took me to school.

I went into the school, and the funny thing is I always told my friends that I believed in witches and ghosts and other things, but I really didn't.

We had reading time with my old teacher Ms. Lee. She was reading to the class and I got a really bad headache. It wasn't normal, because what gave me that headache was screams and whispers that were in my head. I couldn't take it anymore, so I told the teacher that I had a headache, and she sent me to the nurse's office. The nurse asked me what was wrong with me so I told her the truth, that I was hearing screams and whispers in my head. She thought I was joking around so she sent me back to my classroom. When I sat down to finish the rest of the story, the screams got louder and the whispers turned into screams which made my headache worse.

I couldn't hold it anymore, so I screamed out loud "LEAVE ME ALONE ALREADY!". After I said that, the screams went away and my teacher asked me what was wrong. I told her "Nothing miss, sorry for yelling in the class". She made me stay after school that day. When it was time for me to leave, I walked home by myself. While walking home I heard one last whisper, which I remember this clearly, "I will be back". I was scared and when I got home I told my parents, but they didn't believe me. At that point I left it at that.

One year passed and I graduated 5th grade. I expected the 6th grade would be fun, but it didn't turn out that way. A couple of months after school started, around the same time of what had happend to me in fourth grade happend to me in 6th except it was worse. I had first, second, and third period classes as normal, but when I went to fourth period everything got worse.

I was doing my work in my math class. The teachers name was Mrs. Rocha. She kept asking me if I needed any help with my work, but I said "No thanks miss". She went to the front of the room, after which I got a bad headache and I closed my eyes. I picked up the pencil that was on my desk and started writing on the paper. When I opened my eyes, my friend was looking at me as if he had seen a ghost. When I looked down at the paper it had said YOUR NEXT.

I got scared. The bell rang for lunch, so I got up and left the paper, acting like there was nothing wrong. But on my way upstairs I saw people, people that didn't look like they were alive. I then stoped and closed my eyes trying to block the things that I was seeing. Then the screams and the whispers came back. I had lost my mind and started punching the walls, screaming and crying, yelling out "HELP SOMEONE HELP ME". When I opened my eyes back up I saw a shadow start chasing me, so I ran. Then one of the school's police officers started to chase me. After like five minutes of running, I slowed down and the officer grabbed me. He asked me what was going on, so I told him everything. He was acting like he belived me, but did he really? He then took me to the counselor. I told her what was going on with me, so she called up my parents. My parents came up to the school and the counselor told them everything I told her. They started crying. The counselor told them that they have to send me to a psychiatric hospital. I forgot to tell you that I also tried to commit suicide more than 15 times because of the voices that I was hearing. I did around 1 to 3 months in the hospital. I'm in tenth grade, going to the eleventh, and to be honest I live with these things every day. I'm not really scared of it anymore, but sometimes it gets really bad.

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zune Jul 12, 2008

uh........... really good story. i hope you rok and all. did your freind talk to you again? i am really sorry about all that. that kind of happened to a girl at my school as well. only she carved a witch sign into both wrists during gym. she did athor stuff to but. WOW1 i really hope your ok......duces.

ourmancaleb Jul 12, 2008

i dont believe your crazy, ur not a schizophranic, but you seriously should get a priest, he'll help u. I must say nice story, i would be scared outta my mind too. good luck, dont piss it off, and try to ask it what it wants with you.

I_AM_NoBodY Jul 25, 2008

I don't know. I have my doubts. It almost seems like your being tormented. I'm guessing you were not saved at time of suicide. so yes. Turn to Jesus. Get a clergy man or a priest. Start going to church.

Lycanthrope_Saint Jul 25, 2008

I know this is a little off topic, and by all means, i would agree with everyone else and say divine intervention is your best chance for peace, and to seek out a holy man, but, anyways, on to my question. is a rabbi as effective as a priest? has anyone heard any stories of a rabbi preforming an exorcism of sorts, or if stories of exorcism are limited to only priests of the catholic church? i merely wonder if the difference in religions make any difference in their belief in spirits, or if the people, of faiths other than Christianity, believe the happenings to be spirits, and if so, what they do to solve it.

Catholic Aug 5, 2008

I agree with the others, turn to the lord. Get a catholic priest, thats the only thing that will be able to help you.

Alan S Aug 16, 2008

There's always the possibility that you're psychic and having problems dealing with it. It's my understanding that psychic children often have difficulty blocking out other people's thoughts and become frightened at the ability to see spirits that others get to ignore. Many of them become isolated socially and struggle with depression as they feel alienated by an ability very few share.

JackN.EvermoreIV Aug 24, 2008

I would agree with the others. God is the way to go. The only reason I would even believe in him today is because a few years back, after I had offered up my soul to Satan (it wasn't even a very good thing I was asking for), I had started to grow worried about myself, and started praying to God everyday to undo my deal. Long story short, I physically felt my soul return to me. God is Teh Numba One, man. BTW, I'm catholic, if that really means anything to you or your decision.

boo Nov 25, 2008

Sounds to me like you could be a medium. When this comes upon you all at once it can be overwhelming beyond belief. You need to be firm and tell them to talk to you one at a time. I was able to shut them out. Not sure if everyone can do this or not. I would tell them that yes I can hear you but it does not mean I have to listen. So I controlled it to a point. Not to say that this is what is happening to you, but it could be. I also call upon the white light to surround me, and protect me. This is what works for me. Maybe you could talk to a priest or minister to find out what you are dealing with. Try to keep an open mind about this and maybe the answers will come to you. Just a thought.

boo Nov 25, 2008

I also found a book called love beyond life. Authors are Joel Martin and Patricia Romanowski. I was going through some of the same things and I found this book. It helps you understand a lot. Thought it might help you.

Hana Dec 29, 2008

That's really bad. But you don't need me telling you that.

My friend's boyfriend had an experience with what he believes was the devil.

I recommand you to find help as soon as you can, but there aren't many who can help you. Sometimes even priests can't help.

Perhaps whoever or whatever makes this noises wants something from you? Have you tried asking it why it does that?