WOW she could be my MOTHER!!!!

I've told you about my "mother" and let me tell you, I've had a major break through. She hasn't said anything other than the normal screams, sighs and shushes, but I got to converse with her in a rather odd way. I felt her, not only that, but she makes me smile. First, I would like to thank a friend I met here on this site that has helped me to try and block out the voices and the ones I see. So I thank my friend. It has helped tremendosly . . .THANK YOU!!!!!

Well, I call her my "mother" because she acts like one. She seems like she wants to chastise me when I do something naughty, but never really gets angry. She does care a lot and I can see that it is a motherly kind of affection, so hence forth she is my "mother".

Okay well let me tell you the tale (sorry couldnt help myself ^_^). Well, it was in the backyard. I was just sitting there when I felt her come from behind. I didn't see her, but I could feel her. I asked her if she was okay and I started to cry. Not because I was sad, but it was like I could feel what she could. She wasn't happy then. I said it is going to be okay. I called down after some silent tears that weren't even mine to shed. I said it aloud. I love you. I don't know if that was her or me talking. I like having her around, but I am sane and know my limitations. I don't believe it to be me at the moment. Well that there was our moment of communication. Then about maybe 2 days later I had just gotten in to an argument with my sister. I was really sour at her. Well, we went out into the field to just walk because that's how my reall mum makes us solve the problems, by talking out side and there she was, I SAW her for the first time. She is VERY pretty. She has reddish brown/chesnut hair and small almond shaped dark eyes. Well I'm not so sure but dark dark brown eyes, and her lips are a bit uneven. The bottom one is bigger than the top and her nose is nice and well big but not overly big. She's pretty to me, but I really do think she is like my mother because she smiled at me and did something I know a mother would only do for her child. She looked around cautiously and started to walk behind my sister. Making faces at her and walking along in a silly manor. It was a sight to see so I started to laugh. Eventually, I felt happy and I wasn't mad at my sister anymore. Then, just before she left she came, smiled at me, and I felt her hand on my forearm. It is something I will NEVER forget. So really I think I do like this ghost. She still screams at me or shushes me, but well, what more can a mother do. p.s. I still can't find out much about her. She is really quiet and I know that it isn't that I can't talk to her. I've spoken to other ones but shes a quiet one.