CateofSpades

I am different and have always known it. Though I have experienced many paranormal things, these things happen without my prompting them. I cannot make myself know things, nor can I foretell events unless they want to reveal themselves to me. There has been much trauma, pain and suffering in my life but I still feel full of love and compassion for all creatures and want only to end suffering for myself and for others. This is the only thing worth doing in life as far as I can tell. All else is illusion. I feel both blessed and cursed to be able to see beyond the veil. It makes for a lonely life as most people think I"m crazy if I tell them about me. So I keep quiet mostly and very rarely get to experience true intimacy because I have to hide so much of myself from others. There is much, much more to this life than is readily apparent. Here are the labels which mostly closely describe me: Mother, daughter, seer, dreamer, poet, singer, painter, time and space traveler, intellectual, inquisitive, contactee, abductee, abuse survivor, , loving, compassionate, sometimes alcoholic and past drug abuser. What might have killed others has instead lead me to understand myself and the world in ways which make me one of the most alive people I know. From the outside I appear perfectly "normal" but on the inside there is a whirlwind of incredible and fantastic events that sound implausible. But they are not implausible, nor impossible, but absolutely TRUE.